March 3, 2024

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Choosing Darkness – Maniscalco Gallery

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Choosing Darkness - Maniscalco Gallery
the Choice

The Alternative

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Edge of the World

I ultimately figured out why I do insanely stupid points like marrying for the incorrect good reasons, spending way too significantly time in harmful interactions, having again surgical procedure to reduce much more back soreness, or even receiving myself sexually assaulted when I was 14, at an age which another person just lately told me, I was or should have been “old enough to know better.” I was not. No one particular under 18 should really be held dependable for their actions. The selection to sexually assault me was fully on the guy who perpetrated that horrific act. But in each individual case, like the Creek God Phaéthōn, who was admonished not to fly too close to the sunlight, nor stray far too significantly from it, on some degree, I knew what could take place if I continued in a specific path.

What is going on is a deep and morbid curiosity into the depths of human struggling. That shit fascinates me. Usually has. Cannot get sufficient of it. I place myself in the wilderness, consciously or not, just to see if I can uncover my way out. In just about every situation, and in several other conditions I won’t get into, I went in, like a sheep or a commando, screening the boundaries laid out by modern society, difficult the Gods in some way, heading in opposition to my have character, my very own finest instincts and my individual greatest interests, with the sole objective of getting out what distress I could study to are living with. The response is zero.

In just about every circumstance, any time I challenged the bounds of modern society, examined the gods, and eventually went in opposition to my have finest instincts, disaster absolutely adopted. Some of which has taken decades to recuperate from. In each individual situation, I had a decision. At times I did not comprehend I had a option no matter whether to set myself in harms way. And there are circumstances wherever we definitely do not have a preference.

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Expecting the Miracle

There’s a put for suffering that leads to victory and a deepening of spirit. There is a backlink amongst vulnerability and currently being. No story, no being. I understand that staying demands challenges and that without having some limitation to prevail over we will not turn into our ideal selves. We will have to exam our limitations to know flexibility.

Not all hazards are bad, but there is normally a line not to be crossed. And is struggling a prerequisite for significantly less than stellar alternatives? How chance averse am I now, right after finding burned so considerably? How a great deal possibility am I now keen to take on? There comes a point where even nevertheless most of the messes I have designed do at last take care of. Nevertheless the bodily ache, the don and toll these follies have taken on the overall body, carries on on, living inside of me as discomfort — persistent, searing, nonstop suffering. Discomfort has manufactured me much significantly less willing to get dangers, even nutritious kinds. Probably this is wisdom. Possibly it is some thing else.

My guidance to anybody wanting to take a look at the restrictions of their mortality. Glimpse (and imagine) just before you leap.

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